today i'm yours

I want you to brighten the colors around me, I want birds to fly over us like they do in Kansas, in patterns, I want the ravens to be blacker than I've ever seen them. I want you to be ecstasy, colors that spin around me, a kaleidoscope, lifted, lightened, moving the floor. I want you to be music, red and yellow and purple, tasteless inhibition, I want you to snap loudly, fizzle and crack. I want the sky to be loud when I look at you, the glass to be cold. I am tired of making you something, you are something, you don't need to be synthetic, or cooked, pressed into a pill, you are enough.